After all, look at the new studio ... it appears to be coming together rather nicely. Although appearances can be deceiving, I do remain in the 'fantasy' "This is what I've been looking forward to for a long time."
Herein lies the 'Kick in the Head' - "It Ain't Where It's Supposed to BE ... JUST YET!"
It looks sweet, doesn't it? When someone is pushing the buttons, it sounds ... halfway decent ... doesn't it?
ONLY ...
While we (I) remain, technically challenged, I have been at the mercy of others, who can do the job, only ... it takes a greater effort in this hectic work-a-day world ... and I have been put to the test ... of waiting ... AGAIN!
What a lot of people don't realize is; there are the 'working parts' to this 'thing' that are being left unanswered, until we actually get 'the funding' to 'make it happen' because, people are not as likely to dedicate the time, unless .. it becomes their primary job and focus ... no matter how much 'they' may be interested in the concept, or believe in the idea or dream.People in this UNIVERSE / World are just not willing to take the risks or chances outside of the normal everyday work-a-day world ... and that is the truth. Don't get me wrong, or believe that I am not appreciative of all that has been done .... but I have another agenda; and that's to get where I'm going. I'm ready to get: RIGHT THERE ... RIGHT NOW!
I have been on this one thousand mile journey, and started walking a few years back, believing that, a new KINGDOM lies over the rainbow. It remains my FIRM belief in the spiritual world of energy, connected by an affinity of the mind, spirit, temperament and; the metaphysical nature of speculative reasoning and unexamined assumptions that have been logically examined or confirmed by observation ... meaning .... I BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING FOR A REASON ... while I'M TRYING NOT TO FREAK OUT when I want it all DONE RIGHT NOW!
I already see more people involved in programming, marketing, promotions, advertising, concerts and being in the NEW CULTURAL MAINSTREAM - that means --- I NEED THE PEOPLE who are going to get this NETWORK, WEBSITES, MARKETING, PROMOTIONS and ENGINEERING done the way it's supposed to be done without me constantly BEGGING for understanding, and for it to be DONE now.
I'm asking and I'm expecting to RECEIVE ... because I BELIEVE! ... it's TIME!
Does any of this make any sense to anyone? Okay, I'm going to bed NOW ... I have another five hours to produce for JUKEBOX SUNDAY NIGHT - while I work on those specials that are WAAAAAYYY BEHIND SCHEDULE ... but you're being patient ... right?


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