WHO KNOWS? DO YOU? I'M TOLD...I DO!

I haven't had the will, maybe the courage in a long time to write anything new, perhaps ... because, I've been a little distracted ... pre-occupied or maybe even discouraged. But DAMN IT! I'm getting more and more pissed off at the way things have been going than I have ever been, which leads me to believe that; "GOSH UNCLE WILLY ... I think we're CLOSER than we've ever been!"

While I maybe a little pissed, I do now recognize why ... and I only have myself to blame - yet, I am one of the luckiest people around, as long as I feel justified: knowing that doing what I'm doing; is the right thing. It's ONE of the very reasons I chose to 'strike out on my own' with JST KLSX and http://www.rockandroll.heaven.net/ - which is really MORE than a radio station, and even though "it's only on the Internet" at least for now ... to me it matters. I have heard from more than one person that "it's only an Internet station," "there are thousands of them" and "you're up against a wall ... that you're never going to be able to climb, much less stand on .. or get over!"

However, it has become amazing to me that because of a 'wanton desire' to do what I felt was the right thing, outside of not being able to be employed ... in my chosen field (which happens to be LIFE) I needed something to do with my LIFE. Perhaps something that may leave an impact on people, but really; I needed a job, just like everyone else. I began uncovering the little secrets of that 'Broad experiential experience' over the years and have come to certain conclusions, as I'm sure most of you have with your own LIFE, but I now get the feeling, no wait I am sure I have the feeling that: I know there are people ... who are not of the same thoughts in 'this presence' as I've gleamed from LIFE that are my beliefs. It's those people who are the guardians of the way of 'LIFE' that they've been programmed to accept, that 'way of LIFE' that becomes an easier and more acceptable way for 'THEM' to 'get along' in 'their world.' "That's the WAY it's always been ... whose to change it?"

My LIFE physically began in 1956 and has been influenced by a world that has been here for millions of years. So what? Well, after being saddled with the history of the world, and how I have come to be a part of that Universe, through: not only my education, but my social interaction ... it has left me with the teachings of some of the great minds through the last few thousand years that should be a logical and common sense approach to LIFE. But for the LIFE of me, I am not seeing people retain that same information. I don't want to sound cynical, but there is just no way around it ... the WORLD is NOT WHAT IT APPEARS TO BE! And, while I want to be so much a part of it ... I am becoming more and more aware that, 'The UnSeen Force' is in the driver's seat ... mainly because of apathy on the part of the people.

It may sound crazy to most who begin to read this, if you've never had an opportunity in knowing me ... but I have come to believe in the Quantum Physics world of GOD and the 'Higher Realm.' To most people ... that smacks of 'crazy talk' but it's not something that I came up with at all. It is something that has been evolving through those thousands of years, and slowly changing the thoughts and minds of generations. Although ... keep in mind that: it is a DOUBLE EDGED SWORD and there is a dark side. That information is being used by those in the power circles to protect that way of LIFE, because it maintains 'their' way of living while controlling the populace. I don't know why it's so easy to see, and so hard to believe ... at least for most people, but I have been able to see that the technology and events governing the world is moving our human race to a more ominous future, unless more people begin to understand the importance of a true Republic and how it affects the rights and privileges of others, but more from a singularity. That singularity comes from Albert Einstein, Max Planck, Niels Bohr and other scientist who are way smarter than the average bear.

Knowing, after looking at the world from more of a scientific point of view, coupled with the spirituality ... it only tells me that; I must be part of that new race of people called the 'Homoilluminous.' I want to know and be in the light, only I am considered to be one of the so called 'sheep' being dominated by a 'force' that's is of the belief that 'we cannot make competent decisions' in our LIFE, so they have to make them for us.

Part of the problem is that: I left my formal education beside the road, now that I look back on it: when I wasn't more aware as younger man, remaining as naive as they come, and looking more and more like one of the 'sheep' in this world. Although that may be a small problem, it also is a fact that I am not part of the 'Bloodline' but ... no one can blame anyone except themselves for not taking advantage of 'being aware' --- taking advantage of 'opportunity' when it knocks!

It has scared me ... only because I know after being fascinated with the 'Universe' and the crazy writings of some of those brilliant mathematicians and scientist, that I've set myself apart, for believing them ... and it's all my own doing (sarcasm). Keep in mind that it may sound arrogant, but for the LIFE of me, I thought that others (like most people) for the longest time have been thinking the same way, only to find out ... they're not. It's the TRUTH, and it makes someone like me, look more than a little different, if not odd, because I have taken up the 'feeling' that 'we are creating our world' as it comes ... and others believe that's a whole lot of hooey. After all we're creating movies, radio, news, technology and the WORLD ... why not our 'OWN LIVES?'

Now try and stay with me, because there is a point about this article which is this radio station, LIFE, me, you and the world that we LIVE in ... 'Right Here ... Right Now!' I think this publishing entity - America's Coast to Coast Entertainment Network / JST KLSX as a radio station is WONDERFUL opportunity and have believed in it for a very long time ... and don't want to set it aside, or fractionalize it --- by only doing ONE thing, when I think all things are related to the whole. It's JUST ME, and who I am ... and have always been.

Sure, I look at it as radio, but I also look at my chosen field as being a writer, producer, director, publicist, promoter, ad man and a social connection to the mainstream, which is MY world that involve others like you ... because it is MY LIFE and it's all wrapped up into ONE world. All of these elements in radio, TV, entertainment, movie and LIFE itself are all part of the equation that are as important to me in my quest to ... be involved.

There is a line in the movie Pirates of the Caribbean, where Mister Gibbs, the first mate leans across the railing of the Black Pearl and says; "what bodes ill for Jack Sparrow ... bodes ill for us all' and that's how I've been feeling. It's a valid feeling that not only speaks of the negative sense of LIFE, but for the positive future ... not only for someone like me, but of a leader ... or an individual like you. What bodes ill for the leader of the country, does bode ill for us all. But that; is not really true for the Captain of a ship, CEO of a company or the leader of a country ... it holds true for each and every one of us as individuals. In 1989 I stopped saying, "it can't get any worse than this" when it seemed to continually get worse, and now I know that it can, but it can always get better. It is a thought process and it is up to the individuality of ONE PERSON and their thoughts.

I have seen things come into existence from the very 'wants' including JST KLSX. I am a believer, and yet I have walked hand in hand with idiocy. I don't believe everything that is told to me, because I have been told things that have already been proven to me on more than one occasion to be untrue, and at times I have been shown the proof that what is the TRUTH is not always adhered to ... not in this world where we are supposed to have 'fair and balanced' people making decisions, and are not. I have come to a point in my LIFE where I am of certain beliefs as I ponder the "Common Sense of an UnCommon Man, and the UnCommon Sense of a Common Man."

As I look around, and the world spins around us, I see it seemingly spinning out of control; yet it really isn't ... it is happening as it should, and always has happened. It's what I've been experiencing; to begin acknowledging that while I believed in that 'way of LIFE' it's not the TRUTH. I believe that I am rational ... and the WORLD seems to be LYING to me.

What we are seeing is: what we're being told. We're being told that people are afraid and are being cautious. The mainstream of our society is on the verge of a new awakening, while we're being indoctrinated into a 'scared society.'

Even as we're being led by our noses through the economy, millions upon millions of dollars are being poured into the movie and entertainment business for people to spend their 'Legal Tender' to go to those movies, buy popcorn, cokes and treats ... to 'drop out' and let 'them run things.'

Forgive the sarcasm, but I look at business, and I don't care if it's raising cows, creating widgets, building homes, farming: making movies, creating music, painting, entertainment or being in the circus ... it all boils down to being in the world of BUSINESS and that means ... having a plan, following the plan and above all ... having the resources to get the business successfully to market. That's why I believe that JST KLSX / http://www.rockandrollheaven.net/ can be a highly successful business, and it's UP TO ME TO BELIEVE - and for people like yourselves to believe as well.

It's been in the last couple of weeks that I have been at arms length of two deaths that were people that; while I knew them, I've never met them, except through this radio station - JST KLSX - http://www.rockandrollheaven.net/ - It has had an effect upon me, as much as them and the WORLD as they and their LOVED ones knew it, but in the future of the WORLD as we will come to know it. I've been told that this radio station did have an effect on them, although I was not there to witness it myself ... I've also been told, just tonight ... that I am 'running people off, because I'm playing a song against the current adminsitration that isn't politically correct, and people would find offensive. Well, that's one reason, I believe that I started this radio station, so that I could play what I felt was appropriate ... creating something that was more than what we've had shoved down our throats. I for one have had enough of it --- so it doesn't matter to me ... because ... it's ONLY about the TRUTH. I want to LIVE my LIFE listening to more than just the same eight great oldies ... and knowing that we have a country that is doing what it's supposed to be doing ... protecting our individual rights and freedoms.

Most of you do not realize that I have been personally going through a tremendous battle that has been against a major Corporate bank, called CITIBANK, which has affected my thought process when it comes to this business of being in radio, namely because I've been working on two fronts at the same time. But it's very simple; I BELIEVE in TRUTH! The TRUTH is simply this; I HATE BEING LIED TO! Not only by the banks, but by the Justice system, the corrupt judges, politicians and people in general ... it's because I am very simplistic, and can only see the TRUTH in the WANT and DESIRE. And the crux of it is simply GREED, controlled by an economic system that will not give the common man an opportunity, unless he FIGHTS ... LONG and HARD for his place.

As a common man with nothing more than a high school diploma, and without a 'real college degree' I have been researching the background on 'money' and how it comes into being, and how it's applied in the 'real world' that YOU and I are living in, and here's what I've learned: 99% of the population of the United States do NOT understand what is happening. I don't want to appear as IF I understand it more than most, but it's true ... I do ... or at least look at it a whole lot differently.

I only know this; I believe that I should have the same opportunity in creating the radio station, without the interference of the Major corporate entity, because; we can do it just as well as those guys ... who have all the 'Legal Tender' to hire those who use it to carry on with their plans in LIFE.

I have a radio station and the beginnings of a publishing entity that can be just as prominent in the 'cultural mainstream' as the big boys - and we can affect and change LIVES just as much. I think we've already done it ... and I BELIEVE that we can make a real difference. The ONLY obstacle really has been me ... I have to believe MORE SO NOW, than ever before ... because it's not just that we need the money, which is really an illusion --- I just need the PASSIONS and dedication of those who also BELIEVE as I do. JST KLSX is the 'MUSIC FOR THE AGES' and America's Coast to Coast Entertainment Network can produce anything as classy and entertaining as 'the Hollywood Elite' or the Washington Insiders when it comes to keeping the people informed and entertained. I've always thought that it was going to be simple --- but, they're trying to make me doubt myself --- only because I don't have that economic connection.

Keep tuning in ... if I haven't 'put you off' - it could be the beginnings of a LIFE that maybe you've been wanting to LIVE, LOVE and LAUGH like it was the old DAYS. I know I want that feeling ... all over again.